i haven't died! woohoo!
just thought i should write something to explain my erasing almost everything here... but i won't.
i want to thank every single one of you, though, who kept coming by, just to check on me, to see if i was still alive... I LOVE YOU ALL!
i can barely remember how to put a smile on here... wait...
ooohhh! this was my faaaavorite:
Aaahhh, i'm still a funny person to talk to, whatever people tell you...
my brain has dried a bit; i've almost stopped writing. college takes a lot out of you
almost unbearableyour tired little oxigen deprived brain can't cope properly, you know.
but it has been a very pleasant, instructive experience. nothing to do with getting a good enough job but it's been fine up untill now.
this half of me i used to be is still here, somewhere, i hope... just don't bother coming here for the next ten years or so... or else i'll give you a call, so you'll be noticed if something exciting happens!
i remember all of you. just sorry i can't give you a wiggly cuddle
wish you all the best, you talented, gifted, wonderful guys! Como diria a pobre, com aquela poupinha à carla cabeleireira: "--Cinco estrelas, pá! Espectacular!"
Quem conseguiu olhar para mim
sem me ver a cor dos olhos
se a cor dos olhos não é necessariamente
a cor do olhar
e o meu cheiro
não passa pelo vidro do ecrã
e eu não vos consigo tocar
com a ponta dos dedos
não dizem nada as palavras mortas
se tudo isto já foi dito
e já morreram as palavras
conseguem olhar p'ra mim sem ver
Eu sei que sim.
[Statement for the fans:
is fine. he just doesn't live here anymore, the bastard...
the curtains drop...over the open window
em paz, eu digo que eu sou
o antigo do que vai adiante,
sem mais, eu fico onde estou,
prefiro continuar distante