i haven't died! woohoo!
just thought i should write something to explain my erasing almost everything here... but i won't.

i want to thank every single one of you, though, who kept coming by, just to check on me, to see if i was still alive... I LOVE YOU ALL!

i can barely remember how to put a smile on here... wait... aha!

ooohhh! this was my faaaavorite: ahahahahahaha! Aaahhh, i'm still a funny person to talk to, whatever people tell you...

my brain has dried a bit; i've almost stopped writing. college takes a lot out of you… almost unbearable—your tired little oxigen deprived brain can't cope properly, you know. but it has been a very pleasant, instructive experience. nothing to do with getting a good enough job but it's been fine up untill now.

this half of me i used to be is still here, somewhere, i hope... just don't bother coming here for the next ten years or so... or else i'll give you a call, so you'll be noticed if something exciting happens!

i remember all of you. just sorry i can't give you a wiggly cuddle

wish you all the best, you talented, gifted, wonderful guys! Como diria a pobre, com aquela poupinha à carla cabeleireira: "--Cinco estrelas, pá! Espectacular!"


Especially and .


Quem conseguiu olhar para mim
sem me ver a cor dos olhos


não importa
( )

se a cor dos olhos não é necessariamente
a cor do olhar

e o meu cheiro
não passa pelo vidro do ecrã

e eu não vos consigo tocar
com a ponta dos dedos
.

não dizem nada as palavras mortas


se tudo isto já foi dito
e já morreram as palavras

conseguem olhar p'ra mim sem ver
.

Eu sei que sim.




[Statement for the fans: is fine. he just doesn't live here anymore, the bastard... ]



the curtains drop...over the open window

«… em paz, eu digo que eu sou
o antigo do que vai adiante,
sem mais, eu fico onde estou,
prefiro continuar distante …»